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I was really excited to write last night and i just reread my post and I left out alot of important things that Iwanted to say, but I wont get into that again. I have been talking to my aunt and uncle for about 3 hours and it was great. We talked about family in CT, school and how they think I never go to my Anthropology class and lie to them about my last exam grade. Haha. But in all complete honesty, I didnt get my grade back from that exam because I skipped the next class haha. We talked about my boyfriend and how much my aunt really liked him. That was nice to hear. They just baught my a bike to ride to work and back. Its kinda too tall for me, but its like a 500 bike so im not going to complain. I cant complain about anything in my life right now really. I've got it so good. I think i have grown so much since i moved to tennessee. I am such a better person. I look better, I feel better, I treat people (and myself) better, I apreciate things alot more, and I am so much happier. I have morals, self respect, and am the opposite person as I was when I lived in CT. I dont even care if anyone else notices! Im happy. Now all I need to do is reduce my swearing and increase my speed when running. Haha, then I'd have it all.

wierd night.

I noticed so many things tonight. When ever I go out with my friends and watch them get drunk, I just feel bad. My friend go so drunk that she saw a bug, it didnt fly near her.. and she jumped up and screamed and fell out of her chair- on the the carpet and the couch, and just lay there. She was so drunk. I guess I do not understand why people need to get that fucked up to have a good time. I was having a good time just playing some uno, and smoking hooka. Some one was just talking to me for like a half hour about why I would just be so much happier if "I would just get some booze in me and be up in the clouds like every one else" And i've never heard anything more foolish in my life- hahahhaha. 

WOW. I just read my horiscope and it describes exactly how i feel, ha.'You feel tender and gentle toward others, and you want to please or to be of service to them in some way. Some selfless generosity or an effort on behalf of someone in need will make you feel very happy now. You may just enjoy a good movie or book or feel like escaping from the days realities for a while with a romantic interest. You can appreciate an imaginative approach and may value communal or futuristic ideas.' Id rather be laying in bed texting my boyfriend and be sleeping by now. I am catching a bus at 7am then gettign a root canal at 11. Ill maybe sleep on the bus. 

Last night I threw a successful surprise party for my best friend Emma. Im glad it went well.