Taste off my tounge

Crafts, music,

Jelousy.

Need to do better.

Another new beginning.

I live in a world that cannot be seen by the human eye or heard from the human ear.

Mind over Matter.

Finally telling the truth.

After beeing thrown around shitty 'relationship's one after the other I thought to myself, how could people be so hurtful and thoughtless. The tables have turned and ended up hurting someone that I truely care alot about. I have morals. I know I have morals. Morals morals morals. Its a lesson convayed or a lesson learned from a specific event or from a story. I think a moral is adhearence to a code of behavior that you set for yourself. What you think is right and you follow that to better yourself. I think of myself as a great person. I am kind and generous and help people out as much as possible. How could I be so heartless? How could I have kept that in for so long. I want to have a stronger connection with God.

Be loud let your colors show, Try to keep the madness low.

Head down don't you make a sound
Keep your plans all to yourself
They'll come true they follow you
They're what you're obligated to
Don't you listen to nobody else

And I'm done forever
It's you and me forever
Cause I'm done forever
See it's you and me forever

minglewood blues.

Your mind is directed inward and reflecting on your personal life, and the overall direction you are headed in, is very likely now. Thoughts of the past and the choices you made are also prominent. Making a decision regarding your home or your family life is favored at this time.
I love my horiscopes. Always.

I can't help but feel a little sad when I leave my house. But now a days its different. Things will be totally different when I come back again. My sister will have a really big belly, who knows whats going to be going on with my parents. I hate saying this but I never know if when I am saying goodbye to my Dad if its going to be the last time I get to. It will be difficult to leave.
I enjoyed my stay here more than any I've had since I moved. Spending alot of time with my family was fun and there was alot of bonding. Candle making with mom was fun. Taking Wyatt to Six Flags and meeting my brother Jeremy there. Great. Spending days with Shelby and going to random places.. Playing video games with Wyatt. Driving to New Hampshire to see a band I loved for 4 years, they played the best set and I was so happy. Going to the beach and getting so scared of the big waves. Seeing Kyle after him being in the hospital for months. Kyle, you will be talking by the time I get back. I know it. I will pray for you to walk, talk, and for you to enjoy you life as much you did before the accident. You have made emense progress.
I can't name all of the great things Ive done in the past 3 weeks because I would be rambling on forever. Tomarrow I am seeing the Avett Brothers in Massachusetts and I cannot wait. Beach monday. Im not sure if I want to stop writing in this blog and start writing in a nicer journal. Mines almost full and I want to stay off the internet as much as possible. Ill sleep on it.

The day will come, the sun will rise, and we'll be fine.